You know the hardest thing in the world is for me is not feeling pretty and not feeling loved. I’ve been feeling that a great amount lately. I feel like nobody understands me or how I’m feeling. The words that comes to mind is alone and scared. I just want to say that these feelings are something that I would not wish upon anybody. I just want to say that I will make it no matter what happens and you will make it too. I will keep fighting and God as my witness I will never give up on myself. Taking your anger out on people will never solve the problem. Hurting yourself will never solve the problem. I’m trying to learn, and understand, and teach that believing in yourself will solve the problem. These feelings are scary believe me. That moment when you say, “Will anything go right.” “Can I ever do anything right.” That is how I feel right now like I can’t do anything right and nothing ever goes right. All’s I want to do is cry. I think the best medicine is to find something that makes you happy. Anything that makes you happy and thats where it starts. Believe in yourself and your dreams. BE FEARLESS!!!! And never EVER give up!!! Until next time dolls.